Monthly Archive: May 2014

Day 76

Dark and Light. I have a disturbed night, with unusual chest pains below my sternum like hands across my breast.  I’ve not felt this before, a new sensation and it seems to last for...

Day 75

Fine line. I’m looking at my CT and PET/CT scans. The Disclosures Office provided two CDs with them on, and I’ve found some software for the Mac to view them. It’s quite an experience...

Day 74

Lunch. I woke from a crystal clear dream in which my friend Susan Staurt and I were at the races and I was about to put a £10 20-to-1 bet on a nag called...

Day 73

  Tears. Day one after Chemo No. 3. I’m reversing the day today.  A slow day, only 4 1/2 hrs sleep.  Amanda came round with a curry for supper and brought her breadmaker for...

Day 72

Chemo No. 3 It’s a heartbreakingly beautiful day, clear skies warm sun at 7am, the sea glass flat no wind.  It’s a day to be on the boat out in the bay, chugging out...

Day 71

Turnip. Today is just an ordinary day. I’m up, I feel ok, I have breakfast, I make up a salad for lunch and take apples, oatcakes and a bit of dark chocolate to keep...